Always God.

     So, I feel that God has been showing me so much about life right now.  Especially in the social department of life I guess?  I am feeling less and less need of fitting in with people that i'm surrounded by.

• ONE: Being here in California is hard, being aways from Maui and all my friends and support back home. BUT, being just another blonde here is somewhat hard, but I am absolutely NOTHING like the girls here.  We have stuff in common, but just not the same lifestyle I guess.  Trying to fit in here will never happen.  A lot of girls, and people in general here, seem super caught up in having lots and lots of friends and just having fun.  Well, don't get me wrong,  I LOVE having fun, but I don't think that's all that life is for.  I feel like God is really telling me that right now.  
• TWO: Seeing so many people pair off with the opposite sex is pretty crazy here.  It's still going on, like a week at summer camp.  But looks like that's just the way the college life is.  We are with all new people so it makes sense.  God is really telling me that I need to stop worrying about boys.  He WILL make it happen when it's all the right timing.  He has a plan for my life.  And I am really learning more and more each day about giving my whole life to God.  That I am not in control of my own life.  I am definitely NOT looking at any boys to pursue, because being a girl, we do NOT pursue, a guy will pursue us.  So I am DEFINITELY waiting for that one special guy to pursue me.
• THREE: I really know what I want in a guy, and I will NOT settle for anything less.  He has to Love God with ALLLL his heart, and put God first in everything he does, or else, it just wont work out between us. That's about all my requirement is.  And I know that God will not give me anyone other than that.

       

     I lastly just want to thank God for everything He has given me and blessed me with.  He is so amazing, I really couldn't ask for anything more.